still smoking it all up in the big pacific northwest

Still smoking. Back to a 1/2 or even a pack a day sometimes. I know I need to quit. I am going to play softball. Although the city of Portland league I played on often didn't care if in-fielders lit up I am SO NOT DOING THAT this time. Although, a part of me knows I can run the damn bases even if I keep smoking. It's like having a little smoking devil on my shoulder whispering "aw, its not that far, besides, sliding is everything and you could do even that with a cigarette in your mouth!!!!!"

we shall see.

keep the dream alive

smokin'

off the wagon

well, i am officially off the wagon. Smoking about a half a pack a day again. Guess its time to start a new quit date. Hmm..... to be continued !

Let the record show I smoked and enjoyed it

but tomorrow is another day

8 months and all i want to do is watch it go up in smoke

my ex partner (that sounds so stupid, like we worked at a law office or something) has smoked 3+

of course that naturally means i should cheat too!

;)

-"smokey" the blackjack playing bear

7+ months

havent had ONE PUFF in over 7 months now, though i have been thinking about it lately. especially when i go to portland where it is still legal to smoke in bars... really difficult there. One day at a time i guess,

!

my six months

was on friday. i was around a bunch of smoke today and wasnt even tempted. i wont smoke again :)